What Mental or Personality Disorder do I have?)?

I'm a 21 year old woman. I never have friends. I thinks negative about myself often. I fear for my future life. I see myself as not having a future. I always think that I will never get married or never have any close friend. I see myself as a loner right now and could be worse if I don't change. I get emotionally sensitive if I try to do things right and it turns out the bad way. I get paranoia over little things. If I'm walking outside, I have to turn my head back every second to make sure nobody is following me. I get angry and depressed when I don't get the things that I have wished for. Another symptoms that I have is often daydreaming. The daydreaming would be deep enough that I would start talking to myself and laugh at myself if I was inside my fantasy world.What Mental or Personality Disorder do I have?)?
That sounds like paranoia mixed with what I have, which is called Maladaptive Daydreaming. It's a condition that causes excessive daydreaming. I believe that there are also certain personality disorders that can also cause your symptoms.



Obviously, no one can diagnosis you over the internet. Your best bet would be to take all this to a therapist and see what they say.
Well I think it's depression, however awkward it is, go talk to someone, like an actual professional about it because it could get worse and trust me depression can do nasty stuff to you - take it from someone who's got the scars...

It could be more, could be less, but yeah. Maybe research it a couple of times..Or just ignore me :P

Hope it helpedWhat Mental or Personality Disorder do I have?)?
You may have a bi polar disorder,check with a doctor
Schizophrenia perhaps, mixed with some anxiety and depression. You should seek counseling for this.

Bi Polar is extreme highs and lows, I don't see that in what you're saying. "What Mental or Personality Disorder do I have?)?
I think it is all a wrong notion. You may be brooding unnecessarily.



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