Ok so i told this boy that I really liked that I like him. After a week of ignoring me I find out that he doesn't like me thru another friend. Nd then I kinda hated him but never let him know. I would ignore him and at the same time I was moving on. He is best friends with my best friend nd my crush would ask my BFF if I was mad at him or not. Nd finally my crush was like oh w.e. IDc. Nd after I calmed down I decided to make him jealous by starting a friends with benefits with one of his other good friends. After a few days of my new "thing" my crush flipped a **** and got really pised nd. Was going asking everyone if me nd my "friend" we're in a relationship. He would also at lunch stare at me nd my "fwb" (friend w/ benefit) with such jealously. Even though I am distracting myself from my crush I always seem to come back to have feelings for him. Idk why. Anyway so them aft that the was a hue fight between my best friend,fwb, and my crush and basically in the spiel of things, my fwb admitted that he actually started liking me and my crush was like no she's only playing u . That girl is smart as hell she is so smart basically he was supposing me. (it's complicated) but my crush was bashing on my fwb and supporting me. And my after they all reconciled, my fwb was taing bout how much he'd want to **** me nd my crush got all red and my best friend was like do u have anything to say? U rejected her remember? Nd my crush out his head down and said I know I know... And that has happend a lot apparently bc my fwb always brings me up. Nd also sometimes when my crush goes up to my best friend, some girls will bring my name up in front of him nd talk bout how pretty I am and stuff. Nd my crush will get really red and start blushing. I dk what to say or do. I'm moving on but I always will have feelings for my crush. After all this last week my crush came up to me and said hi and pretended like nothing happend. (thing is he always does this) we both know that's not the state of terms! Lol. Anyway I really don't know wht to do. I am a very independent person and so I am just focusing on myself and taking care of myself but I cnt confide in nobody bc my BFF is a guy. He doesn't understand this. Nd I just dk wht to do. :/ oh btw before my crush was talkin bout how giving me a chance would be a waste of time. Yayy.....:(What to do with my life now?
OMG. Can you put this in the form of an answerable question? I tried, really I did, but I couldn't wade through all that teen angst. I have to go shower now - I still have some angst stuck to my forearms.
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