Can someone help me? i think im starting to lose it. ?

Okay so I'm 18 years old and I have a big issue (well to me its big). When I was 14 I started smoking weed. It wasn't a big deal to me. Everyone did it and I liked the feeling of it. I was a healthy boy and all. I really had no problems. But after a while of smoking so much, things started to change. I experienced a panic attack while I was high on weed. And with the panic attack, I had deja vu. I freaked out and I was praying to god that it would stop. I slept it off, and I was fine. But after a couple months, I tried smoking again and everything hit the fan. I had the biggest panic attack of my life and I had deja vu with it again. So I tried sleeping it off. Didn't work. I woke up without the panic attack but I still had deja vu. I freaked out. I asked everyone if they knew what it could be. No one knew. I thought I had skitzophrania. It was horrible. I had deja vu every day of my life and it sucked. I hated life. I didn't know what to do. But I dealt with it. And I realized that I only got deja vu, when I thought about it too much. So I tried to keep occupied. After a year and a half, it went away. I thought I was fine again. But now its different. I believe I have an anxiety disorder cause of it. Im scared of a lot of stuff I wasn't scared of before. I'm scared go grow up, I'm scared to die, I'm constantly thinking my life isn't real and it sucks. But once again, I realized it only happens when I think about it too much. Has anyone experienced this before? If you know, please tell me. It would help. Thank you.Can someone help me? i think im starting to lose it. ?
damn that must be some good weed
No. But you just need to calm down. Your 18 got your whole life ahead of you. Make smarter choices and don't be afraid of ANYTHING because that's the only way you accomplish something is not longer having fear in it.Can someone help me? i think im starting to lose it. ?
See a dr and be honest with him.
My cousin. He is more or less same. We have enough experienced. This evening we are taking him to a specially qualified doctor.



You may also like to seek some professional help.Can someone help me? i think im starting to lose it. ?
Your 18 years old, it's normal thing to go through.

Your on a period of your life in which you will be transitioning from being dependent on others to being independent. At this time, most will have great anxiety because they realize that they are responsible for their own actions. As for smoking weed, I know how the panic attacks feel.

At most of the time I over exaggerate to the point where I feel like death is impending (which it is really not). It is a sign of god that the path of drugs will take you to no where but trouble (for those who believe). Deja vu is actually a placebo, considering once your high on weed, your memory is greatly impaired, making you think that you had experienced a situation before and while in reality you have not.



Instead of being scared, it's time for you to stand up and realize that the world doesn't care about your problems, but only your solutions.
go to a doctor, you have killed some neurones with the weed, they will help you with those withdrawals effects that are giving you hallucinations.



deja vus are nothing but your brain giving you that sensation as if you are experiencing something in your present that you already have lived, the brain is trying to recognize and amtch certian events form your past with new events in the present as a computer, but it does not means that you guessed the future, it is just the brian trying to match past events with present events to make now what to do
It sounds like you are giving yourself a high anxiety level.



There are things like agoraphobia (fear of leaving the home) that causes one to think if they step outside a meteor will land on the house killing children or pets left inside, or that tragedy will happen if they wander out into the world. So they refuse to leave the home.



OCD in extreme cases also causes alot of anxieties. For instance, did I turn the coffee pot off, check it ten times before leaving the room, knowing its off but still afraid that it somehow got turned on, and fear it'll burn the house down, even if you unplugged it. (I know about this because while I'm not that obscessive I have OCD and sometimes -mostly power tools- I get overly anxious about people using them...but none myself because I know I'm not going to chop off a hand in a saw.)



To me it sounds like you are stressing yourself into large anxiety attacks. Maybe see a counselor, they can help you.
see a doc

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