Oh god kill me,cause i'm too tired to do it myself?

Funny title huh? so heres the thing......if you check my last to questions you may be able to tell im trippin out.i even went so far as to plan my suicide.part of me said do it,the other part of me said 'beat uncharted 3 first then do it' and a tiny fraction of me said 'why so seroius?' (yeah i have the greatest voices in my head ever,i know) so i diidn't go through with it. over time i realized '' i don't wanna kill myself.......but dying on the other hand sounds nice''. i mean i was in a bank during a robbery, and the robbers said nobody move,no one gets hurt,i would be in a shootout with them in 5 seconds tops. is this an exsisting condition?. what is it called,what do people who have it take,and what do you think i should personally do for help. quick recap{ i dont want to kill myself,but i would rather be dead}Oh god kill me,cause i'm too tired to do it myself?
Hi there.



You sound like you're suffering from depression. A common feeling is simply not wanting to exist anymore, only not having to make any effort to do it. A lot of people don't leave their beds or shower. I stayed in bed for about 6 months when I was really bad.



The important thing is to set small goals. Fold your sock drawer, make dinner.



You can call the crisis line, you can seek out councelling or hospitalization. Or you can schedule a doctors appointment and discuss your symptoms with them. Some medication could really help take the edge off.



Best of luck.Oh god kill me,cause i'm too tired to do it myself?
Hi Corey



Yes, Not wanting to kill yourself but wishing you were dead is called DESPAIR. And it is awful and a traumatic feeling in itself. sounds exhausting. Poor you : (



Yep theres pills for depression and you just pick them up from the pharmacy with a prescription from you doctor. Then you will find you have these horrible feelings a lot less.

Dont be worried - they see more people every day with depression than the common cold. FACT!



www.samaritans.org - uk suicide and crisis support charity - you can call or email.



http://www.samaritans.org/



There is also 'befrienders worldwide' that will point you in the direction of support for you in whatever country you are in.



http://www.befrienders.org/



Take care of you! : )



DaisyxOh god kill me,cause i'm too tired to do it myself?
If I could use only one sentence to point you toward lasting happiness it would be this: True happiness can only be found in God, for only He can meet the deepest yearnings of our hearts. Let me explain.



You see, we aren't on this earth by accident. God created us, and He put us here for a reason: to know Him and to enjoy His presence in our lives, both now and throughout eternity. God even created us with an empty place in our hearts鈥攁n empty place that He alone can fill. The Bible says, "He has also set eternity in the hearts of men" (Ecclesiastes 3:11).



Whenever we try to fill that empty place with anything or anyone other than God, we are bound to fail. No matter how many things we have or how successful we are, that empty place is still there. But when we come to Christ, we discover that God loves us, and He makes us part of His family. More than that, He comes to live within us by His Holy Spirit. Think of it: God wants you to be part of His family forever鈥攂eginning now.



By faith turn to God and tell Him that you know you need Him. Then open your heart and life to Christ and ask Him to fill the empty places in your life. Jesus promised, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives" (John 14:27). Turn to Christ today and discover the joy and peace He alone can give.



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